Q n A

1. What is your maid's name?
bu darsih, mona, and idk who for the other 2

2. The color of your underwear?
white

3. What are you listening to right now?
old songs.

4. What's your favorite number?
as always 7.

5. What was the last thing you ate?
grilled fish, kangkong hotplate, and rice! :D

6. The color of your wallet?
neither black nor red, im using my other fav colour.

7. Your parents' height?
idk. its not really important stuffs i guess.

8. The last person you talked to on phone?
my brother

9. 1st thing you notice about opposite sex?
his smile.

10. How many clothes do you have?
absolutely more than 20.

11. Common things people say about you?
when i was in senior high school, many friends said i was into a friendly person. But, i think people change as time goes by. so do i.

12. Worst thing you did in High school?
never do any homework, skip class and go to canteen, cheating on exams, remidial test, and etc!

13. Whats your favourite singer?
depends on my mood, but mostly i like male singer with hard voice!!

14. Hair color? eye color?
black

15. Best compliment you got this week?
you look pretty and mature.

16. Do you have acne now?
im counting on it. i have 2 big acne now.

17. The best day last year?
i forgot to mark it on my calendar. oops.

18. cool or hot guy?
definetely cool guys with good sense of humor hahahhaah!

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?
girls are pretty good in drama. and the answer is yes!

20. What was the last movie you watched?
like totally i have no idea.

21. Worst gossip people ever said about you?
i dont care about this one.

22. Best part of being a girl?
we can cry everytime everywhere we want :D

23. Can you do a headstand (without wall)?
please dont tell me a joke.

24. Hugs or Kisses?
bearhugs.

25. Favorite juice?
sweet and sour fruit.

26. Ever tried smoking?
nope

27. How many times you fall in love?
should i answer this?

28. Your secret goal?
by defining your words secret, does it mean that only me who knows about it? =D

29. What books are you reading?
i love reading books. I will absolutely go for history, political, and novel.

30. Piercings? Tattoo?
tattoo!

31. Favorite cartoon character?
emily the strange?

32. Favorite outfit?
anything's comfortable.

33. What is your life purpose?
makes my parent proud of me.

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
butter

37. How big is your heart?
as big as your heart.

38. Favorite flower?
i dont like flowers. tulips maybe?

39. Do you like your middle name?
dont have any.

40. Furthest place you travelled today?
dharmahusada street.

41. 1st criteria to be your husband?
hard working

42. Who would you like to see right now?
no one.

43. Highest rank in SHS?
6.

44. Have you ever fired a gun?
nope

45. 10 unbranded bags or a branded bag?
10 unbranded bags with a good quality.

46. Right-handed or Left-handed?
right-handed

47. How many pillows do you sleep with?
bantal and gulingggg

48. Are you missing someone?
yeahhhh..

49. Place you want to visit right now?
bali.

50. Your target this month?
starts diet asap.

Charity day

Here we go. Me and my friend two days ago carried out charity work to share some love with our friend in orphanage. This orphanage is located right in the corner of Kembang Kuning. ( Fyi, kembang kuning is one of a cemetery complex in surabaya ) So, we picked them up ( the total was about 26 persons include 4 kind of nanny ) and bring them to Tunjungan Plaza ( one of the biggest mall in surabaya) . Because there is no movie in our cinema now, we cancel our first plan to watch movie together and we went to Stringer ( is a indoor playground ) straightaway. I personally feel so terribly tired to take care about 5 child at the same time .. They were about so hyperactive. I involved my self in the all of activities they did likee... i played "mandi bola" with them, i pushed their toy car behind to move somewhere, etc.  After 1 hour playing, we headed to McD to have lunch together. Its so difficult to gather them all and to ask them sit nicely while waiting for the food to come. They played their straw actively here and there. The most extreme was they took a chili sauce with them, inhaled by their straw, and then blew them up to their friend. Yeah, the 4 hours really takes my patience yet i was so happy because at least i can bring happiness to them. Here some pictures that me and my friend took.

cheers ^^

waiting the entry ticket

baby KC

=D

me and my friend was helping them to climb up.

likeey their natural expression in this pic.

the photographer

in their small house

start eating =D

take a picture while waiting food to come :D

angel is riding her new toy

two sweet girls looks so happy.

Iman is good at posing

he looks like brandon "IMB" a bit. isnt he?

my friend and the baby

Wake me up when july ends.

Hi friends and all. What i can say now is time really flies so fast. It was so clear in my mind the last time i grumbled about my exams and all the typical life in singapore. Now, it has been a month i am in surabaya since last month till now. Everything is just so amazing. I woke up every morning with a warm feeling because everything has been served nicely. I do not need to wonder about what food i should eat for whole day, i do not need to waiting for the bus everytime i wanna go, and i have a life here coz i have my pet / parents/ siblings / and friends to hang out with. I swear i have been covered with the massive boredom since my first time living in singapore. After i graduate, i promise to my self that i just want to leave that country fast and move somewhere else. Skip this part and lets talk about my holiday. It is the right time to do what i've planned since long time ago. Im done with the photoshoot. Hope you guys like the result afterall :) So what next is charity. This time i will do it with my friends. So, yesterday i sent a broadcast mssg to everyone who want to share a bit to orphans. So many reactions i received. Yes, some of them really disappointed me. They did not even respond to my message but they could sent a mssg regarding their selling. I extremely do not judge, but people who act like that seriously did not deserve any respect at all. And miraculously, a little help come and offered by unknown. God bless you, stranger! :)

July is coming somehow. I have been waiting for this month patiently. July is about my friend's homecoming from swiss , dad's birthday, and ofc my summer course in holland. I wish july turn out to be the most funtastic month in this year. So, probably i will off about a month since i should put aside everything that seems not necesarry enough to bring along with me during the trip. So, see you next month guys! =D

Some random pics.. :D

heaven.

nasi bebek

friends.

self picture

friends part 2

bucks for life.

June photoshoot.

Hi all. Finally i found a reason to open my blog again. So, right now im gonna upload the result of yesterday photoshoot. Please enjoy :)

Dream, believe, and make it happen .

Hello! yesterday i accidentally jumped into Agnes Monica's twitter. After some readings, i found out this person is really such inspiring artist. She really deserves a follow in twitter indeed! Her latest achievement ( im not really sure about this ) but it is confirmed already that She will sing a theme of Sea Games 2011 which is going to be held in Indonesia. I do knew Agnes Monica since a long long time ago, if i am not mistaken she was the Mc of tralala trilili in RCTI when i was a child. Up to now, this cute girl now have been grew up into mature fearless female adult. She is one of indonesian artist who can sing and dance really well. Almost no one doubtfully agree that her stage performance is really awesome among the others. What inspired me more, she did sports ( whereas some girls really hate when they produce sweat or even muscle in their body ) , fluent in english and chns, and also can play guitar and piano! Also, she is good looking, sexy, and clever!! She has proven that successfulness are made up of effort to make it happen plus your believe in God. I used to believe that "Chinese artist" are really hard to enter the entertainment industry in Indonesia because of their oriental face or whatsoeva. Only few of them who can survive till now. The difference comes to Agnes Monica, she is not only survive, but she also in her way to reach their peak evenmore! She has crawled up her career from scratch to what she has been now. There is no instant way to achieve your dreams. The latest rumours about her also stated that she is going to do collaboration with Superstar Michael Bolton next year! For your information, Michael Bolton is one of 80's artist who sing a song "How i am supposed to live without you". I am pretty sure some of you may do not recognize him, but his songs are really famous in your mom and dad's epoch! Agnes monica has made her dreams come true once more time. I am saying this not because i am a really huge fans of her, but i do adore someone who are really have a big passion in her life, who can see the future what they gonna be, and who briefly attached to what they believe in a good way..

Subsequenlty, i wanna make a list of my dream and i wish i could achieve it in this year :
( ) Loss 10-15 kg
( ) Canon 5d
( ) Diana F+ and package
( ) Ipad 2
( ) Go to europe with my own money
( ) Run my business better
( ) decorate my room
( ) graduate with a good mark
( ) Balance my life between play, study, party and charity .
( ) Do some useful thing to other
( ) Involve in any project
( ) Watch more concert
( ) Being a better person in any way
( ) Get a small tattoo
( ) Can play guitar and piano well!
( ) Fluent in English and chinese

I found out some cute pics in tumblr and this is quite true why some of girl do diet ( including me ) :D

flat tummy
source : tumblr

bikini
source : tumblr

skinny legs.
source : tumblr

love her hair! :3
source : tumblr

small tattoo!
source : tumblr

i could do this when i was a child.
source : tumblr

do not give up! keep running to reach your dream.
taken by me. 

The best achievement in your life is when you cant show them wrong to those people who underestimate you before. You should not get easily angry to those who do that to you, be thankful to them, because they're motivating you evenmore <3<3

demoralisation.

Shopping online is one of my favourite hobbies lately. I can sit nicely in front of my lappie and do some virtual window shopping. So, 2 days ago in nearly dawn, i intentionally buy 4 pieces of clothes in XX shop. ( i forgot what's the name of this online shop because i saw it at a glance in my facebook's home ). I sent her a mssg. Then, she quickly replied and ask me to add her bb pin.

In the following day, i bbmed her.
This is our conversation :

tgl 13 ( lewat bbm ) :
x ( 12.46 ) : sis barangnya ada?
y ( 12.46 ) : ada semua sis, yg ga ada 1 aja.
x (12.49 ) : ga restock lg ?
y ( 13.10 ): ga sis. mau?
x ( 13.15 ) : hrgnya brp ya sis?
y (13.18 ): 113 ribu

bbrp menit kemudian ..
y : brgnya udah aku kasih k orang sis, sis ga jelas. aku tny drtd ga jawab.
x : ha? ga jelas gmn sis? kan drtd kt bbman.
y : iya cuman lama jwbnya..
x : lama gimana sis? la kan aku bales ga sampe 1 menit pk 12.46 trus km jwb jg pk 12.46? definisi lama ga jelas itu kalo aku udah booked 1 hari ga ada kabar, toh kt jg bmman.
Y : ya pokoknya sis udah aku tny drtd berkali2 ga jawab.
....
The big question mark just floating around in my head. So, i urged her to show where is the unclear sign of mine that potentionally showing that im not serious buyer? Or, which part i did not replied her mssg? Our convo was stopped at that time due to my bb turned off all of sudden. Fuck. I wait for 3-5 minutes after that, and when i check to my bbm, i know that i was deleted from her bbm contact! What the fuck?

With full of anger, i sent her a mssg.

Thats our convo thru mssgs.

One thing that i want to highlight here that i am not angry because i did not succesfully get what my order, but here i feel like this person is slightly underestimate me. This young lady bravely labelled me as a not serious buyer, a 10 years old girl, and inpolite person. Moreover, she also taught me how to behave well. I am type of person who never put attention to what people has done, are doing, or going to do, as long as it never disturb my freedom. But when it comes to it, i would delighted to announced that i would strive for my right with all kind of possible way. In contrast, if you are very nice to me, i would be the nicest person you hv ever met. Does it sound so fair?

People nowadays tend to feel like they are mastering something so that they can show off to anyone. Like in this case, presumably this little girl feel like she is the politest person in this world thus she could act like a jesus christ. In fact, she does not. One considerable reason presumably this girl is brainless. I am not saying that i am always right. i frequently do some mistakes. I always gladly accept the other's opinion or critics about me when i am wrong. I am also very open minded person, i never get displeasure to any critics addressed to me, but with one underlysing assumption that you're better than me. It is rational that someone's better than you give you criticize for the sake of improvement. But if someone worse than me give me criticise, it is a good indicator of jealousy of other succesfullness. Makes sense, right?

On behalf of online shop owner too, i feel this little girl did not appreciate me as a buyer. Of course, everyone want a money, who does not? But it did not necesarrily means that money is everything. Customers are king. I personally agreed with that statement. Without them, we can not make money. Back to this girl, based on her reply, this girl wanted to show me that she did not need a buyer like me. What's my fault? Anyone can show me? The word a not serious buyer or undefined buyer just shattered my heart. Okay, i got kindly accepted that labelled. But, does this label work to a buyer who are capable to buy everysingle clothes that you have? So, do not put any label to a person you do not know!! If i say you're a poor, but in turn you have a mercedez sport car new edition, where i should put my face? in your bottom? As a owner shop, undefined buyer i give to those person who already make an booking of particular items, but after 1-2 days later she does not make any confirmation about that items.

Not only this girl who suffered demoralization, you can see this video too.

One innocent girl got bullied by her friends in school. I could not stop thinking how if it were happened to me. How my mom's feeling seeing these lovely little girl got bullied physically and internally like that.. I found two actors in that video : actor1 and actor2. Do check their facebook. :) I sent them a mssg anw. I just cant stand seeing this innocent girl crying in that video :(

here is my mssg :
hello girl.
i just saw a video which shows about 3 minutes length, a group of friend bullying innocent girl in one school, after do some googling i found such accurate evidence that the actors are you and your friends.

I just want to say, imagine that innocent girl is your daughter later on, dont you feel very sad if you see something's bad is happened with your little girl? you dont think about her mother's feeling rite, dont you? or if your level of imagination is really low, could you imagine that this miserable thing happened to yourself? could u still happily laugh like what you've done in that video? Unless you dont hv a heart to feel, a brain to think, so you are simply like my dog. i just wanna warn you that karma does exist just wait for the right time, it will surely come to you.

i saw your picture, honestly speaking you are not beautiful. Far away from flawless. So, why you do not care about your self? its not your own business you know to take care someone's life.

Seems like the world now put attention to you, happy huh?

Do share this video to your friend :)
Sorry of incovenience while reading because this post is too long.

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Written on 18 sept 2011,
I want to confirm to everyone that i do not sell these films and fuji instax camera anymore.
Also, For those of you who use my picture (above) , please ask for my permission as i found my pictures are everywhere. 
I made that pictures to promote my online shop, not yours. So, please be respectful.
Thank you for your time and attention.
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