Kamis, 10 Maret 2011

First Time

There always be a first time in everything.
Yesterday was my first time in my life i was crying and laughing at the same time.
Crying because i did not know what should i do to overcome this fear. Contrastly i was laughing myself how selfish  i am, crying upon something which i  love to.
Studying two nights in a row failed to help me understand the content of my favourite subject, i feel so stupid.
I just never imagine that my fav subject turned into big monster that haunted me everynite. 
Even i hate accounting so much, but i honestly agreed that accounting is much more easier.
I want to ... give up.
I want to go back home...
it call into question, am i that weak? am i that stupid?
I am so afraid that something that i love will hurt me back later on.
so true.

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